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Some...not all...but some women can be liers and deceitful.
For examples... my ex who was kinda phsco said she was gonna kill herself.
So her friend told me that she did, and today,Sunday,MAy 22 at 2:00 pm, i
came home from the gym. She texted one of my fellow next door neighbors.
She said her friend lied and how she still loved me. Then she told me she got a boyfriend. My heart was shattered. I have never been more heart broken. Then she told me she wanted to be friends. Girls like that make me wanna stay single. Not because i'm ugly or hiddus, just girls like that. But i'm not gonna trip. You know why? When i lose weight i'm freaking cute, or sexy. I already know that when i lose weight all the girls on campus will have my name in their mouth. I'll be irresitible again. I like that feeling. Just watch, with football, night work-outs and morning work-outs, i'm going to be a "wantable" person. Laugh now or talk trash now...just wait though. Im going to be a real---->

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When I was 14 I ran away from my foster home with my best friend.
I left because I was supposed to have a party at my house when my foster parents left. I didn't even want to do it. But my bestfriend Martell told me to. So I told everyone one myspace to come to my party, and i forgot i have my neighbors kids are my friends on myspace. So i guessed it got leaked out. So that night my foster mom stayed way later than she usually does. Everyone came, that i inveted. She went outside and yelled at them and told them to go away. Then she took my house key and left. Then Martell's brother and his friends came over. Then 20 minutes after my foster dad came back. I told all my friends to run out the back. Then i got caught and my foster mom told me that she was going to get rid of me in the next 30 days. I got so scared that i ran away. My only doubt is that I never got to see Martell again. I miss him more than anything. I cry on his birthday and stay in my room because that's how much of an influence he had on me. Nobody can ever take his place...never.